Salman: Express myself – that’s all I wanted to do. All my life I reminded myself of that, I thought that, yes, it’s important to write about that, and one mustn’t forget it. Not true. Your own personal interests and themes, even the most fascinating ones – they’re incomprehensible and boring! But I got over it, can you believe it. I figured out just in time that describing one’s own experiences and observations of life is stupid [...]
(The Head, frații Presniakov)

I didn`t get over it. I haven`t figured that out yet. But maybe Salman is right.